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Butterflies

from Back to the Ending by Curfue

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She said you're nothing to me when we're not alone
It's one of those nights for us to split up and just drive straight home
She said it's all or nothing, I know I won't see you in the morning
so please take this time to tell me what's wrong
You've been driving around in circles looking for a place that fits your head,
but nothing seems to be quite right
You know I want you but I hate you,
I hate everything you do with me beyond tonight

I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave

I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging

I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next

But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted

I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing

I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating

Do you really want what comes with me? You seem too shallow to want more than butterflies

Maybe I'm too quick to judge, I've been toying with you because I'll never be satisfied

I see everything you think I don't, but lie so you can't take it any deeper

I don't even think that anyone could love me, especially you, if you got any closer

I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave

I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging

I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next

But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted

I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing

I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating



I got fucked up last week and didn't think about you once

I said I'd never want a part of that but the feelings I had let me feel none

I like the feeling I had when I couldn't feel a thing

Waking up the next day empty simply reminded me

That getting lost is the only way for me to be at peace

Running on the beach and falling, shaking at the knees

Not worried about the loads of constant anxiety

Free from everything that always comes and haunts me

I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave

I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging

I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next

But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted

I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing

I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating

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from Back to the Ending, track released June 11, 2021

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