1. |
Poison
03:48
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I traded a life for a game
Trace it all back to things I can’t explain
Laying against your skin
For once I think I can feel you again
Taking in poison
Talk through the smoke, act like I’m listening
I hope you’d notice
Why I’m sitting here laughing at nothing
I can’t
Waking up in sweats in bed
While my dreams come to an end
You keep making promises for a god to make amends
Now you’re giving your whole body to another dimension
I think you know there’s nothing beyond here but you’re still counting all your sins
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2. |
Alone in My Bed
05:42
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I’m lost, I swear I can find you
Time takes control, new faces make you
Follow me, your reciprocated mind
I can see, I can see
Take down your walls, they’re only there for complexion
Running away, you’re taking longer than you said
Lose myself, I’m so tired of all the same things
Alone in my bed, everything’s racing
You can’t see what I saw
Outside in, look and free all
I say what you wanted
Faceless pictures all in one head
Look down the hall, see the light of your room
It’s just a thought, but I’ll see you soon
I’m sorry I couldn’t say what I was thinking
I promise that I wanted to
You can’t see what I saw
Outside in, look and free all
I say what you wanted
Faceless pictures all in one head
Why can’t I just change my mind?
No I can’t see you near overtime
So please go back and press rewind
I’m alone in my head all the time
Why can’t I just change my mind?
No I can’t see you near overtime
So please go back and press rewind
I’m alone in my head all the time
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3. |
Someone
04:47
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She said I just called because I want to be okay
This is the third day this week you haven’t said a word to me
I want you to know that I’m okay
You've been running in circles while I'm playing this game
And I wish you’d just tell me something
There’s been too many car rides where you don’t say a word
So don’t tell me that you don’t know
Cause I hate when you don’t speak while all that I’ve heard…
You called twice and I knew you wanted
But I told you that I was asleep the next morning
I'm filled with this deafening silence
While I tell myself that you're still thinking about me
We know that we both want it
But I drown out my thoughts with some cheap purple headphones
Lay down in my car, I've lost it
Wondering if you're driving or if you're still home
If you told me that you loved me
I swear I’d say it back to you
Can we lay in the back of your car
And waste away our thoughts like we used to do
Now everyday I’m falling out
You always used to say you’d want me to
And I know you hate me for it
But I can’t stop myself from missing you
Called again and we talked for hours
But I didn’t tell you what you wanted to hear
I just told you that I was tired
So you’d hang up and forget all the things we shared
Deep down, I knew you loved it
I wish I told you that I wanted you too
But I know that you’ll still call
So I’ll wait it out until I hear from you
If you told me that you loved me
I swear I’d say it back to you
Can we lay in the back of your car
And waste away our thoughts like we used to do
Now everyday I’m falling out
You always used to say you’d want me to
And I know you hate me for it
But I can’t stop myself from missing you
Would things be better if I said I miss you?
Would things be better if I said I miss you?
Would things be better if I said I miss you?
If you told me that you loved me
I swear I’d say it back to you
Can we lay in the back of your car
And waste away our thoughts like we used to do
Now everyday I’m falling out
You always used to say you’d want me to
And I know you hate me for it
But I can’t stop myself from missing you
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4. |
ILY4E!
04:18
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Sitting there in my room
Never had the chances
Always brought it back up
But we were void of any answers
Even when I told you
I would never try it
I’ve never been see through
I know you knew that I was lying
Even from the start
I knew it’d never be the same
Taking off our clothes
We gave ourselves away
Growing up so slow
I said that I would never change
Now I can’t even get past
The things that rearrange my brain
In the backseat of your parents car
We reached a new place under all those stars
On that night, we made a permanent scar
Now there’s no looking past what we are
It was all overstated
And now I underestimate
I thought I could see clearly
But you were all that I could take
There’s no going back now
Or taking back what I would say
I swear I never meant to hurt you
We left ourselves there that day
Even from the start
I knew it’d never be the same
Taking off our clothes
We gave ourselves away
Growing up so slow
I said that I would never change
Now I can’t even get past
The things that rearrange my brain
In the backseat of your parents car
We reached a new place under all those stars
On that night, we made a permanent scar
Now there’s no looking past what we are
Now I’m losing my mind
Head’s running in my circles
I’ll never leave you
I could never hurt you
Even in my dreams
You keep taking everything
Making it your own
Throwing it away
I’d give anything
Just to be there one more time
Just to feel the way we felt those first few nights
I swear you’re everything to me
I swear you’re everything I need
So tell me that you love me
Tell me, tell me everything you’d never say
I want to hear everything
I want to see everything
You don't have to hide
You don't need to runaway
I'll be your forever
You can be mine
Now it won't change
Things will never be the same
Now I’m losing my mind
Head’s running in circles
I’ll never leave you
I could never hurt you
Even in my dreams
You keep taking everything
Making it your own, making it your own
Making it your…
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5. |
Butterflies
06:33
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She said you're nothing to me when we're not alone
It's one of those nights for us to split up and just drive straight home
She said it's all or nothing, I know I won't see you in the morning
so please take this time to tell me what's wrong
You've been driving around in circles looking for a place that fits your head,
but nothing seems to be quite right
You know I want you but I hate you,
I hate everything you do with me beyond tonight
I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave
I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging
I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next
But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted
I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing
I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating
Do you really want what comes with me? You seem too shallow to want more than butterflies
Maybe I'm too quick to judge, I've been toying with you because I'll never be satisfied
I see everything you think I don't, but lie so you can't take it any deeper
I don't even think that anyone could love me, especially you, if you got any closer
I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave
I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging
I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next
But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted
I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing
I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating
I got fucked up last week and didn't think about you once
I said I'd never want a part of that but the feelings I had let me feel none
I like the feeling I had when I couldn't feel a thing
Waking up the next day empty simply reminded me
That getting lost is the only way for me to be at peace
Running on the beach and falling, shaking at the knees
Not worried about the loads of constant anxiety
Free from everything that always comes and haunts me
I swore once you knew who I was, you'd leave
I swore everything you said were just the hormones inside raging
I'm a no good, worthless soul that wants to know what's coming next
But I'll never feel the love I've always wanted
I've been stuck in the same place my whole life but my point of view is always changing
I've lost nearly every single night to sitting and pointlessly contemplating
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6. |
Pavement
03:07
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If I were to lose you
And not see your face again
And if that days come and you’re gone
Then I, I guess I’ll be certain
I can’t figure this out
It’s lonely when I know I’m not the one that you’re thinking about
Now that I’m with you
I’m thinking out loud
My eyes getting heavy
While the world’s falling down
I walked to the corner
I swear you were waving
My eyes playing tricks
Feel each crack on the pavement
If I had the mind to
Finally let you go
And all of the calls were just circling back
I guess I’ll never know
Back to the ending
I don’t want to die but I don’t think this is living
But now that I’m with you
I’m breathing again
My heart’s slowing down
And I’m taking you in
Pacing back and forth
Feel my feet on the ground
Clinging to the certainty
As you turn around
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7. |
Post-Vacation Depression
04:04
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Maybe it’s an aneurism in my head
Or maybe it’s the cancer spreading in my neck
While I’m begging a god who doesn’t see me
I’m singing so I can keep breathing
It’s always been so deceiving
To wake up in the night without warning
And be constricted inside my own body
I wish you were there to hold me
Cause you can change the tics but not my heart
Maybe I’ll stop checking all the locks on my car
You tell me not to shake but it’s too hard
To fall asleep when everything’s falling apart
I’ll tell you my life story, I’ll ask for yours too
And you’ll tell me all the things that I should do
The thoughts will keep coming, they’re never gonna stop
But I can make them seem normal if I try hard enough
Go on vacation forever
Go on vacation, it matters
Go on vacation forever
Go on vacation, it gets better
Cause you can change the tics but not my heart
Maybe I’ll stop checking for fires on the stove tops
I still see the end before it starts
If I pray enough then maybe it won’t go dark
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8. |
Heaven's Gates
04:12
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God’s not dead
It’s just all in your head
I’m still here
Is that all that’s left?
Strip myself away
Once you take my place
In front of heaven’s gates
We’ll make ourselves a way
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9. |
Dreaming
04:41
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