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Post​-​Vacation Depression

from Back to the Ending by Curfue

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Maybe it’s an aneurism in my head
Or maybe it’s the cancer spreading in my neck
While I’m begging a god who doesn’t see me
I’m singing so I can keep breathing
It’s always been so deceiving
To wake up in the night without warning
And be constricted inside my own body
I wish you were there to hold me

Cause you can change the tics but not my heart
Maybe I’ll stop checking all the locks on my car
You tell me not to shake but it’s too hard
To fall asleep when everything’s falling apart

I’ll tell you my life story, I’ll ask for yours too
And you’ll tell me all the things that I should do
The thoughts will keep coming, they’re never gonna stop
But I can make them seem normal if I try hard enough

Go on vacation forever
Go on vacation, it matters
Go on vacation forever
Go on vacation, it gets better
Cause you can change the tics but not my heart
Maybe I’ll stop checking for fires on the stove tops
I still see the end before it starts
If I pray enough then maybe it won’t go dark

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from Back to the Ending, released July 2, 2021

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